Rown

We have started falling asleep together during weekends, even when the only thing we could hold was the phone, pillows, blankets, and sheets. I fall asleep as I watch him drift away from reality to the world of dreams peacefully like a child after a long day, even if the sun is up in the sky there and no moon night here. I fall asleep to his sleepy whispers calling my name, his closed eyes and lips pinker than mine, I stare at him and think how much I'm in love with this person. I ponder upon ending the call, but I don't, thinking just this once, I can pretend that we're sleeping together, just not in the same bed, or room, or house, or country, but still together, face to face.  He always sleeps before me, peacefully, telling me the tale of his tiredness and I let him and watch how perfect he looks and think how I can stare at this one person sleeping all my life. But I know, if he'll sleep in front of me in person, I would probably wake him back up just becaus...

I barely know you by your outer skin molded perfectly on your body, That gets tanned in the sun And changes color, By the smile you plaster on your face that changes look As beard and mustache grows, By the scent of your body I used to smell while I nuzzle my nose on your chest That gets overcome by the smell of perfume you wear. By the new clothes, I haven't seen you wearing that you change every next month, By your muscles that get more toned every time you send me pictures than last time, Coz you've been away for more than a while, And I barely know all the changes that changed you in all these time. But in all these times, I've known you more than people can understand While they wonder how can we stand With distance in-between, I know about you more than anyone ever can. I know you by your heartbeat so well that sometimes I get it confused as my own, By your soft voice while you try to soothe crying me over phone like they're medicine to my wounded heart, ...

I don't love you to the sun and the moon and back I love you to the sun and it's rays to the moon and its shine Coz even when I can't see you, They still can their rays make you warm their shine adds to your charm Even though,  thousands of mile apart we're But still the same they are. When the sun rises in my sky, the moon goes to whisper you the lullaby I send And when the moon rises on my sky I see you through its eyes they alternate their presence and never let us feel alone. I stare at them intently like I used to look in your eye,  and their staring back makes me shy. They say they safely deliver my package of love to you, In every ray of sun, In every shine of moon, and protect you like a guardian angel, but I get worried at times when there is eclipse or no m...

A robot, You're a freaking nature made robot Of whom I always think about,  Veins instead of wires, Where blood runs instead of electricity,  But still, you don't fail to give me shocks, And your fake smile mocks, Like planning for a havoc. Standing with calcium made bones And heart of stone, You try to crush my feelings, And all the paths I make towards you, Making my efforts to get the real you back fail, You wrecked it in attacks I never saw. You wished for me to get out of track, And stop trying, And forget all about you, Just coz you're not willing to help me back, Not willing to make an effort.  And when tears streaked down my face, I wished you could see,  All the pain I hid under my sleeve,  how frail I've become, Instead of the strengths I faked. You nature made robot, You cover yourself with so-called numbness,  You actually don't feel a thing, You say you love me, But p...