A Robot

A robot,

You're a freaking nature made robot

Of whom I always think about, 

Veins instead of wires,

Where blood runs instead of electricity, 

But still, you don't fail to give me shocks,

And your fake smile mocks,

Like planning for a havoc.

Standing with calcium made bones

And heart of stone,

You try to crush my feelings,

And all the paths I make towards you,

Making my efforts to get the real you back fail,

You wrecked it in attacks I never saw.

You wished for me to get out of track,

And stop trying,

And forget all about you,

Just coz you're not willing to help me back,

Not willing to make an effort. 

And when tears streaked down my face,

I wished you could see, 

All the pain I hid under my sleeve, 

how frail I've become,

Instead of the strengths I faked.

You nature made robot,

You cover yourself with so-called numbness, 

You actually don't feel a thing,

You say you love me,

But prove otherwise, 

Made of flesh, not steel and iron,

But still, You don't feel my pain,

Thought You're selfless,

But I saw your selfishness,

Sugarcoated the words,

But when I actually tasted, it was bitter.

I wished it was just a bad dream

When you ignored my silent scream,

Reality slapped my face

And found You're actually so mean.

Instead of calling you a thing,

I wish I could have called you a human being, 

After writing so many fucking love poems,

I'm writing about hatred,

Coz of the way you treated

And I couldn't stop,

And you don't know how much it hurts.  

All those spaces you needed,

You never realized hole in my heart you punched,

It was worst than getting dumped,

You thought you were losing yourself, 

But in reality, you were losing me,

The one you loved deeply,

But you won't realize now,

Coz You've become a freaking nature made robot,

Losing the real you whom I always think about.