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A robot, You're a freaking nature made robot Of whom I always think about,  Veins instead of wires, Where blood runs instead of electricity,  But still, you don't fail to give me shocks, And your fake smile mocks, Like planning for a havoc. Standing with calcium made bones And heart of stone, You try to crush my feelings, And all the paths I make towards you, Making my efforts to get the real you back fail, You wrecked it in attacks I never saw. You wished for me to get out of track, And stop trying, And forget all about you, Just coz you're not willing to help me back, Not willing to make an effort.  And when tears streaked down my face, I wished you could see,  All the pain I hid under my sleeve,  how frail I've become, Instead of the strengths I faked. You nature made robot, You cover yourself with so-called numbness,  You actually don't feel a thing, You say you love me, But prove otherwise

Beautiful and serene, That's What I used to call that place, That's where I used to pull up my thought's train, Watching It's beauty and grace, Watching pigeons feed, Staring at the masterpiece temples, Where I didn't need my earphones to accompany me , Watching Indrajatra and all, I grew in that place. While writing poems, I used to fall short on my words to describe it, It was more than beautiful, Bells and bird's sounds, They were music to my ears, It represented the city, Kathmandu, They were ornaments of this city, It held our cultures tightly, We were connected to it, Durbars, temples,  Big bell used to ring at every 9am, It was A place where I used to forget my troubles, A Place where I grew up. But now it all seems dull, As it's ashes lay down on the ground, Some wounded, some turned into dust, Crying for rescue, For help as it seems, And it breaks my heart As I watch it helples

You once stood tall touching the sky, And I passed almost every day by your side , Never thought you'll fall, Never thought we'll lose you this way, Never gave the attention you deserved, Never realised your value, Never got time to ascend you, But now your broken parts aches my heart, My strength broke with you, My heart broke into two, It cried for your demise, And for the lives you took with you. You were our pride, Who watched our every move, You showed people, A beautiful Kathmandu, But Now you've turned into a death grave, And I wish I had conquered your top to see the beauty that I crave, But all I see now is piles of bricks, And in my eyes it pricks. But I believe, There'll be the sunshine after rain, And you'll bloom like a flower, and rise from the same terrain. We'vent lost faith in you, We'll build you stronger than before, Higher than before, And Nepal, Our beautiful motherland will rise with you, Hands in hands

This poem is inspired by Deepika Padukone's video "My Choice"   directed by Homie Adajania. This poem represents voice of all the women in the world to the narrow minded people in our society.. My body, my mind, my choice, My choice is to wear the clothes I like, Even when your stare makes me uncomfortable in my own skin, Making me feel like any moment trouble can knock in, And other people will leave it unseen, But I'll stare you back, Like you're shit's stack, Instead of changing my choice, I'll fight back for what I like, And This is my choice. . My choice is to give words to my thoughts, Your threats makes me doubt my own voice But you wont succeed, If you'll try to supress it, I'll speak louder, Your threats doesn't scares me anymore, I'll scream till my throat gets sore, I'll get it heard anyway, I wont stay dumb anymore, I'll fight back for what is right, And This is my choice. . My choice is

This is dedicated to all the friends, brothers and sisters who are out of country for abroad studies.. D ragging legs that felt heavier than stone, taking steps that takes him away from the home, To a place, he once dreamed to be, To be somewhere he always wanted to be, But now dreams doesn't feels right, When It came to Leave the closeness of beloved ones behind, Struggling between heart and mind's fight, He makes his way towards the plane to catch his flight.. Holding heart heavier than his luggage, He turns back to hold everything in his eyes in one gaze, Trying not to let those water spill from his eyes, He bid his last goodbyes, When he was wishing for time to freeze, That was moment when plane left the ground with an ease, To the country of dreams, Where light of hope beams, As the plane took the pace, His heart begun to race, Because he was leaving a piece of it here, With bundle of feelings with no one to share.. Staring from the window,

If I tell you about my regrets That burns me like a cigarette Slowly turning me into ashes, Will you listen to me? Or will you also say "stop Let it flow out of you with teardrop." Like how everyone said "past is past, You need to move on fast, Everybody makes mistakes, But All you need to do is wake, Like it was just a bad dream Silencing the heart's scream, Start forgiving, Start with yourself." I want to, I want to do it so bad But my feelings are dense, Regrets so deep, In my heart it seep, Those immature words, Careless acts, I cannot forgive, I was too dumb to understand how people will percieve, And I'vent said sorry yet, And I guess I wont ever be able to, As some are no longer in my life, And most of them has already forgotten, But I wish I could tell, How sorry I'm, For making them wait. For the words I said, For the  scrunched nose I made, For the time I've not be there. I should have said sorry, Also

Beneath the dark black sky, I ask my questions why, To myself, maybe Or to the unseen forces, that's too afraid or too shy to show up.. Underneath the twinkling stars, I wish to grow up, Spiritually and mentally maybe, Into A person that noone can stop. I ask them for help, Let out my yelp, But they are too deaf to hear, I guess, Leaving me alone with my life to face.. Or I'm too dumb to understand maybe, Expecting with someone who didn't even exist, Sitting on the top of my house That feels higher than the Everest, Searching for a shoulder to rest, Wondering if my life is just a waste.. Somebody said I can, So I can maybe, Somebody trusted me, So I also should mayb, So I can be somewhere, In a place someone once believed I can be... #eleven11poetrychallenge #day3 #place #me

Thoughts deeper than the ocean, Heart vast than the sky, Tongue sharper than the razor, Can make you both laugh and cry, Coz her mood swings faster than you breathe, can be that sweet that'll make your heart skip it's beat, But, beware!! Coz she Can also be a fire, that'll burn you down into ash with her anger's heat.. Her heart, her pride, Her dreams make her thrive, Her dedication, priceless, Her Love cannot be bribed, Coz she can forgive your mistakes, Can give as long as one takes, Can laugh when she's sad, And can still pray for your good even when she's mad.. #eleven11poetrychallenge #day2

For, the foods you make, the pains you take, the way you cover up my mistake, Mom, I'm sorry, i've never been humble.. For, all the love you gave, all the money you saved, all the good things you said, Dad i'm sorry I never appreciated.. For, all the harsh words, all the good words i left unheard, all the time I acted like an absurd, I'm sorry, I've been a terrible daughter.. So, now I promise to make your mouth ache with laughs not your heart with words, fill the your eyes with happy tear, not the sad tear, i want to be the reason you smile everyday, and be your best daughter.. #Eleven11PoetryChallenge #day1